life.I never thought I would lose myself in the eyes of so many ants.life.
They all seemed so small and insignifgant, except for the few I called my friends.... Sometimes the lines were blurred and I couldn't tell the fiction from reality. Everytime I felt it was safe to come out in the open, I found new reasons to run and hide, until the next time I felt it was safe to come alive, just to get shot back down.
untitledI made the mistake, as I usually do. I made the mistake and now it hurts you. I made the mistake so I should pay, but sometimes it's to hard for me to see it that way. I made the mistake and screwed up me and you. I made the mistake because I always do. I made the mistake now, unfairly, you have to pay to. It wasn't your fault and now I feel pathetic. It wasn't your fault now the sadness is magnetic. I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you. I'm sorry for the immense hurt. I'm sorry that "me and you" had to be left out in the dirt.untitled
Not here.I'm Not Here I'm not hereNot here.
That's all I can think, I'm Not Here
Count to three, I will leave.
ONE I'm still here TWO nope, still here THREE I'm not here, Finally...but where am I? Not here, anywhere but here
Here, now, at this very moment, you not doing this. Not here. Not now. Not Ever.
FakeWhy do I need to hate you? Why do I feel fake?Fake
Why do I need to fake niceness, only when i'm in front of your face.
I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you I'm sorry for the things I can't erase.
But I'm not sorry for the love I have taken, taken from it's improper place.
I know you probibly hate me But this I can take.
Because the truth is I hate you too. But this I will always fake...
Devious Journal Entry
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[Veege Von Vixen] if i was a dinosaur, id be the really stupid one to die because i didnt learn that Trex's couldnt lay down to sleep because their arms are too short to get back up.
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Can't you see you're confuzing the Vaccuum?!@
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NagZul~
Please enjoy your stay and remember to keep all hands inside the compartment at all times.
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"And everytime I talk to you, it sounds like you're caught in a psychological flu . . ."
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